another heaven
2026-09-24 @ 18:31:19
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I DON'T NEED ANOTHER HEAVEN
I JUST NEED SOMEWHERE TO LAND
ALREADY MET THE DEVIL
AND SHE TOOK ME BY THE HAND
I COULD HAVE A THOUSAND QUESTIONS
WITH ANSWERS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
AND I'LL LOSE EVERYTHING IN SECONDS
IF YOU GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE
I spend tomorrow's energy believing I'm invincible
Then spend a month repaying every second of the miracle
Kinda funny how you can feel so fucking incredible
Then you take some medication to go back to being cynical
I make promises at midnight that the morning can't afford
Make up plans while I'm bored, when the time comes, hit ignore
Always caught off guard like it's never happened before
One minute I am soaring, then I fall and hit the floor
I'm learning not every thought deserves to be believed
But it's hard just to breathe when you can't trust what you feel
'Cuz every good day comes with questions hiding underneath
So I'm scared of feeling good because I know what good can mean
I keep rebuilding houses in the path of my own weather
Keep writing my goodbyes, then forgetting about the letter
Always thinking that the best is gonna last forever
All of a sudden, can't remember anything that matters
Falling for guilty pleasures, then waking up with only guilt
Lighting fire to the promises I so confidently built
Every grand illusion leaving something unfulfilled
And another perfect picture hanging slightly at a tilt
I DON'T NEED ANOTHER HEAVEN
I JUST NEED SOMEWHERE TO LAND
ALREADY MET THE DEVIL
AND SHE TOOK ME BY THE HAND
I COULD HAVE A THOUSAND QUESTIONS
WITH ANSWERS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
AND I'LL LOSE EVERYTHING IN SECONDS
IF YOU GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE
My reflection changes faster than the seasons ever could
I have lived a thousand lifetimes in the space between my moods
I have done a hundred things that I said I never would
Still I smile without the eyes and swear that all is good
And I know I really should remember my medication
But I am longing for a high without an explanation
When all else fails and there's just no motivation
I look to the skies as my only salvation
You don't understand frustration until you've gone to bed in stars
Then woken up with nothingness and never-healing scars
Given away every single piece of your heart
Only to realize you've just torn yourself apart
My confidence is dangerous when it doesn't need permission
So stuck on superstition, I could need some supervision
Would talk to anyone even if they wouldn't listen
Then fall off my high horse, desperate for distance
Always in competition with who I used to be
There is no one worse and no one holier than me
Feeling chained down, then setting myself free
Anything is possible when you live inside a dream
I DON'T NEED ANOTHER HEAVEN
I JUST NEED SOMEWHERE TO LAND
ALREADY MET THE DEVIL
AND SHE TOOK ME BY THE HAND
I COULD HAVE A THOUSAND QUESTIONS
WITH ANSWERS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
AND I'LL LOSE EVERYTHING IN SECONDS
IF YOU GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE
I keep meeting versions of me
I don't remember being
Like constantly dreaming
without ever sleeping
I don't know if I'm getting better
or just getting high again
So I hold my breath through good days
waiting to see where they end
I COULD HAVE A THOUSAND QUESTIONS
WITH ANSWERS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
AND I'LL LOSE EVERYTHING IN SECONDS
IF YOU GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE
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